i love her !!!

i love her so much .....
haishhhh , i was browsing through my old pictures in uitm when i saw a few pictures of me and her.
suddenly , all the memories come back to me.
i had a very good memories with her and i love every second of it.
some of those memories are not a good one but i tend to remember all the good memories.

i'm not sure what does she feels inside but for sure i miss her so much.
every time i woke up, the 1st thing that came through my mind is her.
she may not be a perfect person, but she is perfect for me.
i love everything about her , even though sometimes i tend to forget how special she is.
i can forget her if i try hard enough but the thing is i'm not sure i want to.
deep inside me still see her as my partner for life.
i keep on telling myself there will be someone better for me out there but the truth is , i want to spent the rest of my life with her.
i want to wake up everyday to see her face and tell her how much i love her , i want to make her happy and i know she will make me happy.
i really hope one day we will be together .......

love,
sheikh shafiq

adamaya

i have just watched 4 episode of adamaya on youtube .....
its a good drama series =) , i like it ....
suddenly i feel like i want to get married , hahahaha ....
however it kinda make me feel sad because for now i just want her to be my future wife .....
she is perfect for me , but again , when we lose someone , that person is everything to us right ???
i have to let her go , if we really meant for each other , she will come back to me one day =) ...

hahaha , enough of emo2 nie ....
i have to be tough and continue to watch adamaya =p ....
i just hope i will find someone that is perfect for me ......

sheikh , please move on ......

thats all for now =) ....

move on

i had a good talk with the love of my life ....
now i realized that i have made a lot of mistake , how i wish that i'm not being so selfish ...
its a good thing for me though as i learned something......
i learned that i have to appreciate what i have , dont take anything for granted .....
i learned that we must have something to hold on in our life , as for me , i need a new direction ....
i used to have someone that loved me so much , but i've lost her because of my own mistake , i just being to selfish , now i would give anything to get her back but its too late i guess .....
i've lost her for now , maybe i've lost her forever but no one can ever tell right ???

hmmmm , so i guess i have to move on ....
she seem to be doing just fine without me , she needs time and space for herself .....
i guess i have to pay for my own mistake , she deserve someone better ......
its hard for me to let go but i dont want her to suffer anymore .....
so , the best thing i can do now is to reorganize myself .....
i have to list down all the thing that i want in my life and how can i achieve that ......

finally , move on sheikh ......